So I'm currently going through tests for lymphoma and waiting on biopsy results but for the past 2 month I've been pretty much bed ridden because I can hardly breathe, back and forth to doctors and hospitals with no help because of the biopsy results I'm waiting for. But anyway my boyfriend that lives with me is sick of helping, I asked if he didn't mind taking my son to school this morning, he took a huff, everytime I ask him to help he takes a huff, my house is an actual bomb site because he doesn't clean after himself and his daughter that comes on weekends, their is just clutter and mess everywhere and it's  driving me insane, I'm doing as much as I can but it's not much at all and I'm trying my best. I live away from my family,an hour and a half bus journey so they can't help me, my sons gran helps sometimes with school runs but she whinges too and she drives. But I was thinking that if I have got lymphoma and have radiotherapy and chemo I think I'm going to be completely alone in it and I'm seriously debating breaking up with my partner so that I'm not made to feel worse than I already will be feeling. Any advice at all is appreciated, I feel like I've given up already.