Hi,
Firstly thank you for reading, I am drained absolutely and mentally drained.
So went to doctor back in summer as wasnt feeling great, bloods normal apart from a low TSH. Doctor referred for thyriod scan to see what was going on, had that almost 2 weeks ago found nodules that need a biopsy on. And I am worried sick, it's all I think about I have a great support in my mum and husband. But I'm 34 and have young kids even hearing the word cancer I cannot focus I'm signed off work, I absolutely have zero energy I'm spending all my day googling on my phone, I'm worried its spread and cannot think logically at all I'm not present right now just putting a smile on my face sat on the sofa telling everyone I'm fine.
I am not fine I'm worried I'm nervous and cannot get my mindset to be postive. Being on a 2 week wait is honestly just making me feel so scared although I feel content i dont have to wait. Honestly what a horrible disease this is! I am broken! So broken. My FNA is on tuesday I just feel I'm living in a nightmare. My doctors arent really supportive just saying wait to find out what it is or my symptoms are just part of the overactive thyroid anyone went through this and postive news? How did you learn to be postive as right now it feels a death sentence!!
Thanks for reading.
Kirsty
