Hello Gem

I'm going through something too, not exactly the same but I'm a very anxious person too.

I had an ultrasound for pelvic discomfort on 10th June, they said they had found a large fibroid. I'm post menopausal and not on HRT so this has started alarm bells.  I saw a private gynaecologist who scared the life out of me, told me it might be a uterine sarcoma.  I've had no bleeding since my last period 6 years ago. I've recently had blood tests and an MRI and I now have to have a CT scan tomorrow. I'm thinking the absolute worst and my anxiety is like nothing I've ever experienced in my life.  I have frightened myself to death on Google, I can't sleep, feel like I have constant pain (whether this is real or psychological I really couldn't say), I don't want to eat,  i can't go to work, my whole life feels like its stopped so I do understand how you are feeling. 

I hope and pray we both get some good news soon.

Hi! 
Thank you for replying I really apprieciate it! It's all very stressful isn't it but knowing we aren't alone certainly helps. Google is the absolute worst! It goes straight to worst case and terrifies you all at the same time. Oh bless that consultant sounds a little full on but I suppose he is just doing his job. I have noticed that you seem to get much more straight forward and to the point answers going private than nhs.
 

 I hope you get some answers and good news soon. 
 

best wishes! 

Hi! 
Thank you for replying I really apprieciate it! It's all very stressful isn't it but knowing we aren't alone certainly helps. Google is the absolute worst! It goes straight to worst case and terrifies you all at the same time. Oh bless that consultant sounds a little full on but I suppose he is just doing his job. I have noticed that you seem to get much more straight forward and to the point answers going private than nhs.
 

 I hope you get some answers and good news soon. 
 

best wishes!