Hi all, I have had a lump on my neck for over a year which has now grown in other places 2x lumps on my neck 1 under my arm. I have an appointment in the cancer unit on Wednesday and I have never been so scared. I have a 2 year old daughter and right now am not worried for myself I am worried for her I didn't bring a child into the world for her to watch me not well. I have tried to research lymphoma but don't seem to find answers. I was looking for positive stories from this horrible illness. This may sound silly as I haven't been diagnosed yet but I don't want to leave my daughter, she's my everything and constantly wants her mum, I feel so guilty that come Wednesday I might suddenly not be able to be there 24 hours a day whenever she needs a cuddle. Like many mothers I tried for my miracle for so long and now I have the most precious girl I just worry.
