Brest indentation

Good Evening lovely people.

I found the shape of my right boob change about 3 months ago, but put it to the back of my mind as I had larger fish to fry (my mum had a stroke).  I totally forgot about it until nearly 2 weeks ago, when I saw a glance of it again infront of the mirror.

I had a feel, but no lump, so put it down to peri menopause and hrt.  This time however, I did go in and see my GP, she discovered a lump and i'm off to the breast clinic this Thursday.

I am feeling positive it maybe just a cyst .  But if i'm honest I feel numb.  I think it's the waiting game that does your head in most.

My partner is so unempathetic and says i'm making a mountain out of a mole hill, worrying about nothing as I have no facts. ‍♀️

I feel quite alone, not allowing myself to express my emotions at home.

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  • Aw lovely, that's awful - but also relatable... my hubby was all loving and caring at first...

    If you need someone to sound off to, cry at or scream at, I'm here. We need that melt-down. It's *** scary.

    The hubbys are scared too. They don't always know what to do and feel helpless. This can come across in different ways - much like you described. But some are jusf selfish wankers.

    Sorry for my language. 

    This is a very scary time and you can feel so lonely so quickly. I'm surounded by well-wishers and a loving husband but never felt so alone in all my life. This site helps loads. Please contact people on here. It really helps. 

    Hope you're ok. Here for you. Cancer sucks! 

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  • Aw lovely, that's awful - but also relatable... my hubby was all loving and caring at first...

    If you need someone to sound off to, cry at or scream at, I'm here. We need that melt-down. It's *** scary.

    The hubbys are scared too. They don't always know what to do and feel helpless. This can come across in different ways - much like you described. But some are jusf selfish wankers.

    Sorry for my language. 

    This is a very scary time and you can feel so lonely so quickly. I'm surounded by well-wishers and a loving husband but never felt so alone in all my life. This site helps loads. Please contact people on here. It really helps. 

    Hope you're ok. Here for you. Cancer sucks! 

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