I have found a lump in my breast, i cant tell anyone because my husband is recovering from another heart attack, my sisters daughter is going through chemo with her daughter and my other sister has a big mouth and will tell everyone.

I am so scared, my younger sister had breast cancer and my niece is having chemo for BC at the moment. I am an optimist but im struggling as i have no one to talk to about how scared im am, i cant deal with anyone elses feeling, maybe that selfish but i always end up the one that is giving comfort to everyone else and right now i dont have any to give. My apppointment is at the BC clinic on the 19th which is just over a week away but ive got to hold it together until then and i am exausted, i cry when im on my own. I just needed to vent, im sorry as i may not even have anything wrong