Hello marieb21 and welcome to Cancer Chat, 

I hope you won't have to wait too long for your tests and the test results. I can imagine it must be a very stressful time for you while waiting to find out more. I am so sorry also to hear you lost your mum to lung cancer - this is bound to have left a deep mark and it's normal that you are remembering everything she's been through and getting really anxious at the moment. 

I know it is really hard but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be as there are so many things other than pancreatic cancer that could explain your symptoms. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. It's reassuring that your urine test came back normal and I hope that everything will go well with your bloods next week. Waiting for these results can be nerve-racking and there are useful tips on this page on how to cope while waiting for important news. 

I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator