I don't blame you - swear away!! I think you deserve to vent!

And you're right - we both deserve a drink! I will treat myself to a beer or two watching the rugby tomorrow haha!

I'm in Basingstoke in Hampshire. Looks like both Basingstoke & Manchester get their results on a Wednesday!

I'm feeling ok - struggling to concentrate on work today (hence why I'm replying to this rather than writing a report) and glad that it's the weekend.....Monday will feel a step closer to results day!

Xx

A very well deserved beer at that.....its so hard to concentrate of anything isnt it,just feel like your making progress with being positive and then your mind goes for a wander AGAIN.....I'm not doing myself any favours though I've no appetite and struggling to sleep. I'd be happy to set up brandy intravenously until tues evening!! I didnt realise they only got results on a certain day,if that's the case then they would have known about mine two days ago. Xx

Oh, I don't know if they only get results on certain days - but was told mine are back on Wednesday aswell so was just being facetious! I am sure if they knew two days ago they would have informed you sooner.

I definitely know how you feel with the mind wandering - it does my head in. Fine one minute then having a little cry the next (I find this happens when I'm driving.....not ideal for concentrating on the road haha!).

My sleeping hasn't been too bad but going to bed later then usual so am extra tired when I'm trying to fall asleep. Plus I'm a six hours a night kinda girl anyway so never been huge on sleep!.

Hang in there! We've go this x

That will be me clinging on to any little detail then turning it into a huge one!! Doing that with everything at the minute. Oh no the driving situation not good hey....I get the kids to school and work but dont remember how I got there ha ha.....really want to thank you for saving my sanity these last couple of days as much as I dont want you to be going through this,its also a comfort to talk to someone who is. I struggle to keep my eyes open before 9pm but then wide awake from 3am onwards. Hope you have a quick weekend and enjoy your beer tomorrow xx

No problem at all - and thank you to you too! It really feels like we're in the same boat so can truly understand the horrible-ness of all the waiting and uncertaintly - getting our results will only be two days apart so pretty much in it together! I value chatting too :-)

I do that too - espcecially journeys that I do every day - suddenly you've arrived and can't really recall how because mind was elsewhere!

Enjoy the brandy - you deserve it! Chat soon x

Hi!

Yeah I did OK over the weekend keeping occupied and distracted. Today not quite so good. A lady at work asked how I was (she knew nothing was just being nice) and I burst into tears on her!! Oops! The spiral returns here too. 

Really hope that your appointment goes ahead tomorrow. I can't possibly imagine that they will postpone it again. What time us your appointment?

Roll on tomorrow!

Sending positive thoughts x

Hi

Sorry to hear that but sometimes that breakdown gives you more strength in a strange way. Funny how someone being nice to you can do that isnt it. I keep telling myself not to worry as I'm sure they couldn't change it again.....but I think anything is possible at the moment. Only blessing out of them changing the appointment is it's now a 10 am one. I feel ready for whatever is is I just need it regardless.

Sending hugs back and hopefully we will be both back on track come this weekend xx

Thinking of you today. I have everything crossed for good news for you. 

Take care and let me know how it goes. Xx

Thank you xx