At end of week 2 of first EC cycle for TN BC. Feel surprisingly well. Main thing is the psychological side of knowing I'm constantly lugging round a large tumour (around 10cm from MRI) in my boob. I know the idea is to shrink the tumour before mastectomy but can't get out of my head that the cancer could be growing and spreading further (already got some lymph node involvement).
I am becoming obsessed keep feeling my boob to see if it feels like the lump is shrinking or growing. My boobs feel quite sore aswell. Just hate this!