Please slow down...

I need to tell you this happened to 2 of my friends recently and both turned out to be ok!

One needed an ultrasound which was all fine and the other had some thickening which turned out to be an old injury.

IF... it is cancer... and most recalls aren't, if it is caught early it has a very good chance of being cured.

Also a plus if it doesn't run in close family.

Please try and focus on the positives. I've been there many times with my cancer and since being clear still go through hell with any ache or pain which has turned out ok.

You will be surprised how strong and brave you become when you have to deal with cancer but yours could be an image that wasn't very clear or a number of things.

Also don't google. I wish you all the luck, let me know how you go, count the days off one by one until your appointment xx

Mine is abdominal

Pancreatic and we all know that is one of the worst.

So this is why I say I feel how you do about things,,

I suffer fro extreme health anxiety.

I'm absolutely petrified

I've started doing things ie photos etc

Sending you huge hugs and best wishes

X

Thank you to all of you for your replies. It means a lot, and has helped me. 

I went to sleep sobbing and woke this morning to feeling as though I am not really here. almost like this is not happening,

I appreciate you have your own worries about your health, and I feel bad now for writing such an hysterical mesage, when I have not as yet been diagnosed with anything. My health and general anxiety is always off the scale, so when something is wrong with me, I immediately think the worst.

I hope you all get good news and get to be cancer free soon. Sending you all love, light and healing energy.

Don't feel bad about anything youve written x

Everything you write is eerily similar 3 me.

Its 12.33pm and I'm still laying in bed I just don't want to get up. I can't be bothered.

Everything is an effort.

I'm snappy

All I think is I've got this horrible thing.

I cried in the ct scanner yesterday.

Im the same as you with the health anxiety I need to get proper help again but I'm waiting for it to be my turn as the list is long. I'm living on Kalms at the present. I have constant nervous stomach butterflies times a million.

I'll send a friend request you don't have to accept x

Don't feel bad about anything youve written x

Everything you write is eerily similar 3 me.

Its 12.33pm and I'm still laying in bed I just don't want to get up. I can't be bothered.

Everything is an effort.

I'm snappy

All I think is I've got this horrible thing.

I cried in the ct scanner yesterday.

Im the same as you with the health anxiety I need to get proper help again but I'm waiting for it to be my turn as the list is long. I'm living on Kalms at the present. I have constant nervous stomach butterflies times a million.

I'll send a friend request you don't have to accept x