H4ello Lisa,

                Sorry but  l have only just found the chance to read of  your news,since l have had to do a lot of work with my cattle and sheep over the past two days,so working until dark ,which is a long time coming up here on the Hebrides.Spring a nd summer combines  and comes later this far north,but comes in with an almighty rush,so a lot of jobs seem to pack in together

               Thankfully it does not sound to have moved forward,so hopefully the chemo will stop it progressing any further,so its good news that you have a quick start date.The one thing for sure is that your other half will be getting so many pictures taken,although none of them would be the type to grace a front page,lets wish they all continue to show clear healthy organs.

                                       Like the others so rightly all suggest,rest and relax to be in the best possible position for chemo,in body and in mind,

                                            be kind to yourselves,

                                                                                    David

David,

thank you so much for taking the time to read and reply to my post with the busy days that you are having. I'm hoping that you find some time for yourself. Also thank you for your previous posts that really did make me stop and look at things logically and not through sheer panic. 
to be fair I think looking back it was fuelled by the nurse telling us it was stage four when it seems that what she meant was the tumour was stage four not the cancer. As I said once that was in my head it all unravelled very quickly. It's funny because today I don't feel any calmer. I think it's the stress of yesterday. 
I have a colleague that hails from Stornaway, my Scottish geography isn't that good but that looks an absolutely beautiful part of the world. Considering all the stress with COVID I'm thinking that lots of people will be looking to head off to places away from h&b

we are looking ahead and know that treatment is very lengthy but at least we are in that position to be able to go on that journey. I apologise for my ramblings . 

thank you David and all the best for your own health and what lies ahead for you 

lisa

Lisa. 

You should be more relaxed now you know for sure what grade and things.

I just got a phone call from secretary, oncologist going to phone up Sunday morning to give me my results so not long really.

Hope you're not googling again and scarring yourself again. 

Best wishes, Billy.... Xxx 

Billy hiya,

funnily enough no I wasn't . Today I felt very shaky, think the stress of everything came out. I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you on Sunday to get a good result. ,

as you did for me.

i must admit I haven't googled because it's generic and everyone is different so I'm not going to . 
caused too much trouble already. 
I will be thinking of you on Sunday 

x

lisa 

Hi Lisa,

I find the day after I've got all tense I too get incredibly shaky. Hence my wanting you to relax and let your body unwind... 

Sounds like you are now adopting a good attitude on the google front. Well done!

Am going to lie down now as exhausted after a very busy day. 

Hope wound check for hubby went well.

Have a good weekend if you canx

Hi hope, 

hope you are relaxing as I'm writing this after your exhausting day, I thought I'd do some retail therapy online today today and all u bought was a washing up bowl !!

thsnk you again for your support and I'm always here for you

lisa 

Hi Lisa. 

Hope your up and about cleaning the house, or sunning yourself out in the garden maybe counting your goldfish to see how many I've had. 

Hope you had a good night 

Remember you've plenty of friends on here all rooting for you and your partner. Please be positive in thoughts and actions. 

.. Billy xxx 

Hi Lisa,

I totally crashed out yesterday! 

Strangely today I have more energy than I've had in months. It's like a switch being flicked back on...

My stitches took much longer than I expected to heal (one of them was more than a biopsy given it took a good month to recover) and I've realised now that I'm delighted not to have got results because I feel well and I don't have to think about things until the hospital contact me. I might as well enjoy the rediscovered energy, lack of pain, etc.

Hope you have a good day. Can't believe you only got a washing up bowl. Hope it was a lovely bright colour!

Have a good weekend and I echo what Billy says belowx

Hi Billy,

Just to say thinking of you as well as Lisa and hoping all goes well for your call tomorrow morning. 

You do seem very well organised with meals etc.

Hope your weekend is a good onex