NOT WHAT I HAD HOPED - Lump on my neck

As coincidence would have it after I posted an earlier message on here - the Consultant 'phoned me this morning to tell me I have cancerous lymph nodes.  I feel numb & utterly devastated.  More scans ahead to see where the source is or whether it is contained in my lymph nodes.  Has anyone else a similar story with a positive outcome?  Thank you x