Hello there xx 

Sorry that you find yourself here and that you’ve been feeling so unwell. I remember feeling the same when my Mum was diagnosed....it is such an awful time xx 

In my experience...once my Mum had had all of the tests and there was a solid plan in place for her treatment, I felt a whole lot better that we had something to aim for. Some hope. So....I’m hoping you’ll feel the same too, once your Mum’s PET scan is out the way. It’s the uncertainty and not knowing....it is truly a horrid time waiting and being in limbo xx 

If you’re struggling with sleeping, anxiety and sickness....I am sure your GP would really like to hear from you as they may be able to offer you something to help. So don’t hesitate in contacting them xx also....please take care around google....like you say...the info can make things seem a million times worse xx 

If you don’t know where to turn, please come here to this forum - you’re welcome here anytime xx