I was diagnosed with cancer of the womb last week. I know that the cancer has spread around my body.

For some months now, when I lay flat on my back, I can feel it below my rib cage, it makes me feel nauseous.

Recently, I have begun to get lower back pain. I am also very tired. For about two years I have had diarrhoea , 

When I eat, I need to go to the loo pretty quickly. The doctor wants to do a hysterectomy but I know it won't end there. I have seen too many of my friends go in to hospital for one thing and come out wrecked. I am not willing to have my body hacked to pieces and to wake from anaesthetic to be told I can no longer pee or poo or eat normally. .    I have contacted dignita as I see it as my best option. Next week I see my solicitor to tweak my will.

I would like to know what drugs are going to help me through this. I have always had a fear of hospital and find it very traumatic to enter one. Last summer I fractured my foot and it took four hours of pain for me to finally agree to go to a&me.When my mother was alive, I passed out taking her for a hospital appointment.

I have no intention of going through with any hospital procedure.