I have recently been diagnosed with cervical cancer, but have to wait till March 18 to find out what stage the cancer is at and a treatment plan, I'm terrified and the waiting is driving me crazy, I'm constantly in tears and can't sleep, my husband is great but doesn't quite understand how I'm feeling and I guess I would just like to chat to someone who knows what I'm going through. I'm 36 with two toddlers my husband and I were hoping to extend our family but I feel this will not happen now, I'm angry that the decision for more family is no longer my choice.