Hi Bivvy, how did you get on on Friday with your results? I do hope it was good news

Hi Bramble, thanks so much for your reply, you have really been through the mill but sound so positive now. am at the stage now where I feel as If I am talking about someone else. My lumpectomy is 10 days away still, it feels like an age but I know it will soon pass. I have convinced myself it will be fine, they have said they have caught it early so fingers crossed X

Hi Fabia, not great news as I had 27 nodes removed and 27 had cancer!!! Help!!! Had an emotional weekend felt like I had cancer news all over again, so more drugs on top of chemo and radiotherapy but surgery had gone fine so no more needed. Things look a lot better for you fabia so stay positive and keep smiling but equally let it out cry when you want, it's scary stuff. Big hugs to you xx

Hi ladies hope you are all still positive and coping with this bloody beast! I have been feeling better more proactive etc and arm and breast are healing . Then yesterday nurse calls me to tell me that surgeon not happy as he didn't get a total clear margin after lumpectomy and I will need to have another one!!!!!

Feel totally fed up and angry. I know it's not uncommon but I thought I was onto the next stage and kids etc were all happy with the next move and now it's all gone backwards again.  My husband has a new business to throw himself into and I'm so pleased he is doing well but at the same time I feel a bit forgotten. Everyone is saying don't worry they'll sort it this time , it's a smaller op than before, etc etc but I am so emotional about it all and feel like screaming! 

I know it's all positive and cancer is still stage/grade 1 but I am still petrified of the operation and the possibility that if they don't get it this time I might have to have a mastectomy. So much to think about but need to take it appointment by appointment I guess. 

Hey at least it's Friday so it must be glass of wine time!

Hi scaredymummy, I know it seems disappointing but please look at the bigger picture its another wee op to be clear of your cancer, concentrate on the fact your a grade 1 and after your op and radiotherapy you will do great. It is common and it's fine to be angry but look at all your positives. I would have your diagnosis by far than grade 3 and 27 nodes with cancer lol. :-)  Keep smiling and positive, you can do this, well worth it to be able to live the rest of you life. Big hugs to you. Xx

Hi Bivvy, I am so sorry and really feel for you. You always sound so positive, hope this weekend is better for you xx

Wow, that was a shock then after telling you it all looked ok. Try and enjoy the rest of the weekend, I know it's difficult to let thoughts of this damn thing cloud everything, it's easy for people to say don't think about it. I have my op on Tuesday, I have been messed around quite a bit with dates, I'm just hoping it goes ahead.             

Take care of yourself xx

Hi fabia, I have had a great weekend thank you. I absolutely am staying positive as I'm 46 and going to be a granny in a week!!! Very exciting. I have great kids and family, amazing friends and a job I can't wait to get back to, I equally am scared and emotional but that's not going to help me fight. You keep positive and smiling xx

Hi Hun have you had op? Hope you're feeling ok xx big hugs x