A couple of months back i had a mole removed which turned out to be melanoma so i had to have a larger area removed. To hear the words you have skin cancer ... my life flashed before me and having a 4 year old son ... i have no words how scared i was! This may sound odd but because I've not had to have chemo or anything like that i kinda feel like a fake, if that makes sense?!?! Almost not worthy of calling myself a cancer patient! Although I'm still soo scared incase it spreads to my lynph nodes :(