Ok.... so I found a rather large lump (bout the size of a large grape) in my neck sat just gone, went a bit white as I have never noticed it before? its at the bottom of my cervical node area!? was at my brothers leaving party (he lives abroad and has been over visiting for my birthday, I just turned 36) had to keep face although panicked as I worked in a maxillofacial surgery department at a hospital for 14 years as a secretary so understand to some point what's going on? Ish..? Anyway, had docs appointment today as its earliest they could fit me in! Docs said its suspect and cancer fast tracked me. Hospital called and earliest they can fit me in is in two weeks... I'm not going to lie.. I'm so frightened right now :( it doesn't seem real :( just needed to vent.. :(