Hi
I was diagnosed with stage 2 clear cell ovarian cancer a few weeks ago. At the beginning they thought it was stage 1 but after my operation it was discovered that it had spread to a small area of the peritoneum near the cancerous ovary. I had a pelvic sweep last week which means i cant have children now - im 30 and dont have any yet so as you can imagine im absolutely devastated by this. Il be starting chemo (i think carbo/taxol for 6 sessions) in about 4 weeks and im terrified!
I guess i would just like to speak to anybody thats been through or is going through a similar situation to me. Im just finding this all so overwhelming and dont know anyone thats gone through cancer so theres noone i can speak to in real life that could offer any advice. I love my family and friends but none of them know what to say to me when im talking about all of this.
Theres a million things im sad or scared about but i feel like i cant process any of them - whenever i feel better about one thing, another just jumps into its place and i just go round and round in circles!!
So if anyone has any experiences with ovarian cancer (especially if its clear cell) then i would love to hear them - i need to know theres life after this disease because at the moment I feel like im down a deep dark hole and cant get out.
thank you for any replies