Hi 

first time poster . Recently diagnosed with secondary breast cancer in bones 5 years after breast cancer treated with lumpectomy and 5 rounds  of radiotherapy during Covid . Due to restrictions I only saw surgeon once at the initial appointment and at the and after my surgery.

I never saw an oncologist face-to-face. Only had two telephone conversations. 
This time is so different so many people involved all lovely and supportive. I have had 2 MRI 1 CT scan , bone biopsy to confirm cancer . Every I time I go for a test the news feels worse . Cancer now in all spine and pelvis. Pain is now more under control due to morphine .

i am struggling with how different this feels , have appointment with oncologist in two weeks the waiting is the worse .