Hi,
I recently found a lump in my right breast and it feels like my world stopped spinning.
I have been lucky to be seen very quickly and had the lump biopsied, as well as my lymph nodes as the doctor said they felt a bit swollen. I also had a mammogram on both breasts. The nurse also really suggested I had someone with me at the results appointment, so I feel we are pretty confident this will be bad news.
Now, it's the waiting game, and it's petrifying! I'm a 39 year old mother to three young children 9, 6 and 4. And just looking at them makes me want to burst into tears at the thought of me not being here anymore for them.
What I'm most scared about is that it's spread to my lymph nodes, so it's not localized. And if it's spread to the lymph nodes then also, it could have spread even further
I'm honestly so scared, and terrified I'm not going to see my children grow up.
Sending lots of love and strength to others out there.