Hiii
Well this Christmas has certainly been different to any other. I had 9 biopsies on Monday 23rd and I am waiting on results. The consultant said the lump I found is cancer but they are also investigating another 2. I am utterly petrified. I lost a friend to breast cancer 10 year ago. I find out this Friday what stage/ treatment etc. I feel like none of this is real. My breast is so sore and I just feel emotionally drained. I am so frightened but trying to stay upbeat for my children husband and family. I just don't know how to handle my emotions right now. Plus the guilt I feel for putting my family through this is worse then knowing I have cancer.
