Colorectal cancer with possible liver mets

Hi,  I have just received a confirmed diagnosis of a colorectal cancer after having a colonoscopy  3 weeks ago and a CT scan a fortnight ago. I had no symptoms, this has all happened following my first routine bowel screening because I recently turned 50!

i had a previous colonoscopy 2 years ago which was clear so each step of my journey so far I’ve gone in to naively assuming all would be well.

However, it’s the gift that just keeps giving and I met with the colorectal surgeon today who told me the CT scan had revealed areas of concern on both lobes of my liver that are more than likely mets from the colorectal tumour. I already had an MRI scheduled for next week but will now have another on my liver and also a PET scan. So many ‘what ifs’ and I just need a plan.

I can’t believe all this is going on inside my body and I was feeling ok. I am trying my hardest to keep looking at the positives (Thank God for the bowel screening) but it’s getting difficult as I share the news with the people I love  and watch their worlds change forever (I have 4 kids and we told them tonight). I am scared but what I want most of all is for my kids to be ok. 

I’ve reached out to connect with a few of you who seem to have gone through / are going through similar to me, I hope that’s ok  xx

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  • I'm sorry to hear about the diagnosis you have, I like you was first made aware of colerectol cancer with the test through door . I was very lucky to have a speedy pathway through the cancer pathway. I had colonoscopy followed straight away with scans and firm diagnosis within 3 days. I had surgery to remove the tumor a few weeks ago and numerous lymph nodes removed at same time. Some of which are positive but again a speedy response and I am due to undergo chemo this coming week ...I have every confidence that I will beat this and you can too reach out to everyone around you they will want to support you on this path .sending very best wishes 

  • Hi for those that were following this post and others I have had my surgery two days before my birthday which was a blur I’m four days on now and am slowly starting to feel I can do things although not been the dredded toilet yet. I won’t lie I feel like I’ve been ran over by a train and come out the other end but the surgeons were amazing taking 16 tumours from my liver and the one in my colon so hopefully going forward all will be positive although it has changed my outlook on life and happiness and how I’m going to live going forward I really feel like I have been given a second chance. For those unclear of a diagnosis or plan do your prep for the operation so you are as fit as possible that definitely appears to have worked for me and helped. Happy to chat to anyone that may be worried our bodies are amazing and can deal with so much x 

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  • Hi for those that were following this post and others I have had my surgery two days before my birthday which was a blur I’m four days on now and am slowly starting to feel I can do things although not been the dredded toilet yet. I won’t lie I feel like I’ve been ran over by a train and come out the other end but the surgeons were amazing taking 16 tumours from my liver and the one in my colon so hopefully going forward all will be positive although it has changed my outlook on life and happiness and how I’m going to live going forward I really feel like I have been given a second chance. For those unclear of a diagnosis or plan do your prep for the operation so you are as fit as possible that definitely appears to have worked for me and helped. Happy to chat to anyone that may be worried our bodies are amazing and can deal with so much x 

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