Sorry to hear this and I do think once we have had cancer there will always be that fear of it happening again but you are obviously strong and got through before and can do again don’t lose heart positivity counts for a lot.

i have same but my colon is stage 1 I have two mets in my liver along with a large hemangioma but have been told all operable will hopefully know when next week. 
take care x

Sorry to hear your condition. I'm sure you will get through this. thanks for your words.

I accept it and move strongly but when I see my wife and kids who also through these emotions with me, I feel frustrated, and I feel I'm the reason and I think I'm unable to keep them happy. They were with me from Jan 2020. 

let's hope for the best

Aw I know exactly how you feel my husband cried everytime he looked at me made me feel so guilty they just care and people keep saying need to let them in but it’s hard 

try to be kind to yourself they are probably more scared than you and am sure they are happy just worried as we all are

friend told me if you write down what you feeling before going to bed then burn it it works in helping to empty your mind and get things out not tried it yet but they swear by it. 

l can understand how you feel having gone through similar myself. Unfortunately you get ready because you have little choice, just crack on and determine that you have more staying power than your cancer visitor does.

When you have been diagnosed previously as stage 4, you are always aware of the possibility of it returning hence the five years of checks post surgery, only then are you given the cancer free statement, until then its a case of no presence identified.

Your journey is not quite over yet, but take heart that it is not aggressive but persistent, and that you are capable of finally seeing it off.

Hopefully this is the final skirmish and it goes well, quickly and does not get in the way of you and your family getting on and enjoying life,

Every success,

David

thanks David. Today my treatment plan is finalized they will put me on chemo which i have to take once in three weeks and they will ablate the liver lesion. I hope this chemo is manageable compared to the worst chem i had for my primary colorectal tumor in 2020, each chemo lasted for 48 hrs infusion through port. I hope for the best and finger crossed.

Had a PET scan and to my luck PET results are completely negative similar to CT. PET confirms no active lesions or disease anywhere in the body.

Now Drs are bit confused. I was about to start the Chemo yesterday, but they have put my treatment on HOLD. They said, they will do the MDT and revert to me.

Fingers crossed - I hope it ends up nothing

they are going ahead with MRI results they said it is below the resolution of PET. Looks like the people in MDT compared all the images and confirmed that it is consistent with solitary MET. Starting chemo from Wednesday - I hope treatment works well 

That’s good news wishing you all the best hope it goes well x 

I was hoping they would agree with PET as it negated MRI but they said MRI is very powerful.