For me I have been drinking to cope and sleep, I was ok through diagnosis to surgery as all happened quick. But by the time I get full diagnosie, treatment will be 7 weeks since surgery. I was supposed to be moving and this all kicked off a week after sold, so also trying to keep going but no enrhusiasm.

At my age I should know better, but I do understand, I think we need to realise though its a short fix of feeling better/relaxed it can only make things worse.. there are alot of treatments where alcohol is a definate no so may be sensible to stop/ cut down now.

Probably hasnt helped but ypu are not alone 

Whatever gets you through the day Beepa. Ive had all the tests and waiting to hear the worst. I’m having a glass in my garden enjoying the sun while I can.

Im angry that the NHS stopped sending out bowel screening kits to over 74 yr olds (I’m a very fit 78), but I’m keeping my heart open to the life I have left to live.

All the best to you

Thank you. Yes we need to enjoy life! I hope everything goes well for you.