Hi Lea

Oh I really empathise  I know exactly how you feel. My only advice is to try and reframe the waiting in your mind. For now you get another week of normal days where you don’t have to face your dad’s situation or expect answers. That always helped me. I found the days where Dad had an appointment scheduled to be very difficult and I was so anxious, I still am every time he has a check up, so I try to be grateful for the days inbetween where no news is expected. It allows me to feel peaceful in between and just put off the dealing with it.

Hope that helps and that you find some kind of peace in the inbetweens x