New (ish) diagnosis bowel cancer

I was diagnosed on 25th Feb after a colonoscopy for what my gp believed to be IBD. 

I've been busy having scans and meetings with various doctors now all of a sudden things have ground to a halt and I have to wait 4 to 6 weeks for surgery . 

I have remained so positive , motivated and confident so far but the more the days tick by I feel like I am just left in limbo to wait and frankly I feel a little alone .