Had my ct scan yesterday and knew this would make me anxious. I've got tenderness high in my stomach, just under breast bone ( have had this at various times before diagnosis as well ). Obviously now stressing that cancer has spread to my stomach. First told I had two lumps in breast that were cancer. Then mri showed cancer cells in tissue between the lumps. Also in one lymph node. I'm dreading next appointment will be more bad news. I really need to try and find ways to stay more positive, but find it so difficult. This is obviously affecting my sleeping pattern which doesn't help!