Hello debz64 , I am sorry to hear about your problems. Have you actually been diagnosed ? If you have , get in touch with your oncology team ,they should be able to give some more info ,as well as contacting MacMillan . 
If you have a Maggies cancer centre near you ,they can be very helpful too and supportive for you and family .

I would stay clear of Google ,as you don’t really know yet what’s going on and you would probably read up on worst case scenarios..

Stay positive and keep in touch xx

Hello debz64 , I am sorry to hear about your problems. Have you actually been diagnosed ? If you have , get in touch with your oncology team ,they should be able to give some more info ,as well as contacting MacMillan . 
If you have a Maggies cancer centre near you ,they can be very helpful too and supportive for you and family .

I would stay clear of Google ,as you don’t really know yet what’s going on and you would probably read up on worst case scenarios..

Stay positive and keep in touch xx

thank you

yes i was diagnosed last wednesday