Hi everyone,

In April this year i was diagnosed with Tonsil cancer & spread to 1 lymph node.this was a total shock, I'm non smoker, non drinker, 48 years old.

My head has been all over the place, just pure disbelief.  Im 2 days away from starting my treatment.  To say I'm frightened is an understatement, ive already been through so much since my first appointment in Feb (id never had an operation or been hospitalised before this point, so found everything quite traumatic, a blood test was huge to me before this but kind of a walk in the park now ) I had double tonsilectomy  in April then 3 weeks ago I had dental work in prep for radiotherapy.  Lots of scans & tests, hospital have been so speedy & thorough.

Just a bit of back ground, I have a husband and 2 children (12 &14)  they have been amazing.  Were very open with the kids. They are aware of everything.  Their school is very supportive.  Im so lucky with my work & friends/family.  So much love & support.  Ultimately this job is down to one person-ME!!! Its very daunting.  I've read so many stories on here and have taken some very valuable info.  I will try my hardest to take each day at a time & claw myself through to the end of my treatment then allow myself to move into recovery stage, however long that may be.  Im hoping by nov/dec (although I will still be recovering) I will get the"all clear"  my shining light at the end of my tunnel. 

I'd love to hear from anyone wanting to share this journey or offering help/support.  Its a very lonely time even with all the support I have.

Sending love to you all. 

Here's to positivity, allowing us to push through on the hardest days, always knowing the sun will rise tomorrow as will we !!!!!