I have avoided forums as scared of seeing horror stories, but I am driving myself and probably most of my friends and family mad!
I was diagnosed with bowel cancel in September, had surgery in November to remove a large part of my bowel. Surgery went well and they were pleased with no spread of cancer. I ended up in hospital for 3 weeks as my bowel decided it didn't want to start working again, eventually that got sorted.
A week and a half ago I had my first dose of chemo (Folfox), which wasn't as bad as I had built up in my head the McMillan nurses have been so lovely.
However, since about day 3 after chemo I have found myself a complete emotional mess, I spend most days crying and cannot seem to get past this, I feel scared when I am on my own. I am a grown woman and have always been independent and able to cope with what life throws at me.
Don't really know why I am posting but thought others may have had a similar feeling!?
