I'm so lost and I just don't know what I'm meant to do. My Gran who is my world, was told a week ago today that she has a tumor whilst having a camera look to see why she couldn't swallow properly! The consultant has made it all sound so bleak and heart breaking. Her blood results came back with the high levels showing it was cancer too. She has a CT scan tomorrow to see the actual depth of this cruel disease and to see if it has spread.
She is only 75, me and my 2 children two and seven adore her. She is the best gran and great gran. We are going to Weymouth for three days next week too as we booked it last year.
We've been told the prognosis is not going to be good! But what am I to do. People have said to keep positive. But HOW!! just how. There is a very very slim chance it hasn't spread but the symptoms and size of tumour seem to state other wise.
What am I meant to to say? What am I meant to do when all I want to do is cry! I don't want her to suffer. She isn't even too bad now. This will change I know
How am I meant to explain it all to my seven year old who is autistic.
How do you carry on without someone who is such a huge part of your life.
