Hi everyone I don't know how to start this but I'm really scared my dad told me news year day he had prostate cancer it hit me hard but kept positive for him he had his operation 5 week ago . Last Thursday he rang me and told me he had been hospital in the morning I was under the impression that he was getting his results until he said that he had cancer and they are checking to see if it has spread to his bones, double whammy it's really affecting me as I know that 6 months has passed and they have only just found it so it is obvious it has spread I am terrified that my dad will die and I have nobody to ring what do I do he's my absolute hero I am so greatfull for having him in my life for 41 years but I can't lose him my brothers and sister and mum I don't get along with they are so difficult and different from me and dad I'm so glad I got his genes it's really hard for me but I'm keeping positive for dads sake I feel my world has flipped and I'm really angry with everyone what do I do? Any advice I would be very greatfull for right now I'm really struggling