Endometrial stromal sarcoma

Hello, this is the first time I have ever done anything like this, not even written on facebook. I am a 56 year old women who five weeks ago have been diagnosed with a rare sarcoma of the uterus. I was due in for an operation last Monday but I had caught covid and now this has to be cancelled and pushed back to a later date. I went into Hospital at the beginning of March this year as I was having a lot of pain and my stomach was constantly bloated, I looked eight months pregnant. They had done lots of scans and  a couple CT scans and found a mass in and around my uterus, this turned out to be a fibroid. Two months later I had a robotic myomectomy to just remove the fibroid. It turns out I had two fibroids which were joined together, one 6cm and one 5cm but I also had a lot of endemetriosis. I seemed to recover well from surgery, then ten weeks later I had a strange phone call asking me to come back into Hospital but to bring a companion with me. I knew straight away something was a miss. I called my husband who works out of the country and he was home within two days. We both went to the meeting and this is when I was told that inside the fibroid they had found the sarcoma, which they said was very rare. I did a lot of research myself because my mother had died aged 59 of cancer. I was horrifed when I read that if they cut into a fibroid and it is cancerious this can allow cancer cells to come out and attach to other areas of the womb and body. I'm constantly  thinking the worse only because I live with my only son and I don't want my son to be without a mother. I just wanted to know if anyone else has had this sarcoma and if so did everything work out ok? Oh I have been told that my sarcoma is Low grade.

  • Hello Buddy1711

    I'm sorry to hear about all that you've been through over the past few months. It's understandable that you're feeling anxious following the surprise news that a sarcoma was found inside your fibroid. What did the hospital say regarding any further treatment or monitoring? Do you have details for a contact such as a clinical nurse specialist that you can call?

    I know that many of our members have found it helpful to talk things through with someone and I wonder if you might find it beneficial to chat with one of our team of nurses? I'm sure they would be happy to offer any advice, information, and support that they can as well as help you think about any questions you may want to raise with your Dr. If you'd like to talk with them they're available Monday to Friday 9 am to 5 pm on 0808 800 4040. 

    Hopefully, if we've any members who have experience with this diagnosis they will post to share their stories with you soon. 

    Keep in touch and let us know how you get on. 

    Best wishes, 
    Jenn
    Cancer Chat moderator 

  • Morning Jenn, they were going to do a complete hysterectomy with removal of both ovaries and tubes and any tissue that looks like it may have cancer. Also an abdominal washout and omental biopsy. This operation was put back as I had covid last week and they are now saying I might well have to wait seven weeks. I am worried that it might well spread outside of my uterus by then. My surgeon said she is certain that my cancer is low grade and is classified as grade 1b. She did however say that they can't be certain until they get inside. I live alone with my fifteen year old son and my dog. My husband works away ten months of the year in Saudi. I just don't feel that this is all real at the moment and am trying to to put it to the back of my mind. My mother died from cancer at aged 59 years old after battling six different cancers over seven years, so I feel I have to be strong. I feel really guilty that I have this and feel that it's effecting my son. He has just started his mock exams. I just don't want to be the person who ruined his life because I have cancer and it might leave him without a mother. That's the only thing I care about at the minute, my son. I am feeling ok I think emotionally although I was scared last week when I was rushed into hospital. They thought from a CT scan that the pain in my tummy was a blockage caused from scar tissue from my previous surgery which had blocked my bowel. I just want this cancer out of me now as I really don't want my son to be alone without his mum. I say this because we have never ever been apart before. David my husband works away so much. We have been told that next year there is an opportunity for us all to go and get residency in Abi Dhabi. I really can't even think about that at the moment. Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and it would have all been a horrible dream.

    sonia

  • Hello again, just had a letter confirming my operation for the 26th of July. I can't have it before because I had covid and they say that's the reason for the wait. I have just heard on the news though that the omicron has no risk after infection time has passed. I am so angry and frustrated that I have to wait. I had my first operation which was in beginning of March and that took them ten weeks to inform me that I had Cancer. I have no one here I can talk to as everyone keeps telling me i'll be fine, you'll be ok. I'm so stressed at the moment and damn right angry that I caught covid days before my operation. I'm that angry and dissapointed I don't even want the operation anymore. 

  • Hello Buddy1711

    It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of overwhelming emotions at the moment which isn't surprising given everything that you've been through over the past few months. It's ok to feel angry and disappointed. That is a natural response to all that you've been through. 

    Whilst it's good to know that you now have your surgery date booked, I'd really encourage you to give our nurses a call. You mention that you have no one to talk to.  Sometimes when we talk to friends and family they tell us not to worry and that things will be OK because they don't know what else to say. In offering that support sometimes it's not helpful when we want to be allowed to rant at the unfairness and express our fears. But I know that the nurse team will be happy to listen and offer any constructive support and advice that they can. They're available Monday to Friday 9 am to 5 pm on 0808 800 4040. Maybe give them a call whilst your son is at school this afternoon? 

    We're here to listen and support Buddy1711 so keep in touch. Let us know how you're doing. Off load in this space, if it helps to put things down in writing. 

    Best wishes, 
    Jenn
    Cancer Chat moderator