I was diagnosed before Christmas then just had my first chemo two weeks ago. All went well but I'm terrified that it spreading. I'm not sure why I didn't have surgery first. I've read that if it's a large tumour, mine is at 3cm that they want to shrink it first but mine is aggressive. I question wouldn't it be better to remove the breast whilst it's contained and then blast with chemo as I'm worried it will metasize. I still feel the pain. I'm also scared it's in my lymph nodes. I'm not sure if I had a biopsy there... The consultant said he didn't think it was in my lymph nodes but will check when I have surgery. Feeling tearful thinking of my family and the thought that I might leave them. Any tnbc survivors and fellow chemo champions I'd love to hear from you. Bx
