After being diagnosed with bowel cancer T3N1. In December 19 haveing chemo then having to shield. I was off work for a bit longer than I expected. I have worked in the same place for over 20 years. And had my own locker with all my mechanical tools. During my time off some of my work colleagues have smashed the lock of and helped themselves. For me I guess it's just reaffirmed I'm just a number. It's pretty hard to let go as I've been involved in most if not all af the mechanical job's. Just trying to let go and let others take over is hard. But having cancer has tough me that life is short and there is no point in getting upset about the passed just try and change how you think about the future.
