I am really struggling, my husband has stage 4 terminal lung cancer with plural effusion and not long to live.
I have lost my job due to covid and finding it hard, I am the only carer for him and got no family. Friends cant help due to covid now landlord has given us an eviction notice for January. He knows the situation with my husband and we have never missed a rent payment or been late. We had a dispute in June/July over the garden .... he said I wasn't looking after his property, and threatened me then to give us 2 mths but he decided the day after to change his mind.
I cancelled the carers back in March as they were not doing a good job. Cleaning split pop with tea towel and putting it back for me to use. Wee all over bathroom floor after emptying urinals. Wiped worktops with flannel from washing his privates etc etc.
I have to do most things for my husband as he had a tumour removed from his spine due to the cancer spreading. I feel like I have no one to turn to and now I cant even see my friends.
Dont think I can go on much more, cant sleep for listening out him, cant go out, and feel so so alone.
Never thought that would be my life before 50.