Glad to say my cancer was caught early and after a mastectony and reconstruction I've now been told my only treatment needed is tamoxifen. So why do I feel so low? Whilst it was all happening I couldn't wait to get better and for things to be back to normal but now it all feels a bit surreal. Like it happened to someone else. I also find I don't feel I have the right to get upset as like everyone tells me, I'm fine now, and because I don't need chemotherapy I keep being told I'm really lucky. Don't feel lucky at the minute.
I'm sure it will pass but is it normal to feel this way? Surely I am lucky and should be thankful I it's gone?