Hello, this is my second post today, I am struggling so much, I am in remission but the damage the radiotherapy has done is awful, my last treatment was 12 weeks ago, I have developed an over active bladder and the pain in relation to going to the tiolet is awful, I am not living just existing. I am writing this while I am in bed, the weather is lovely but I can't enjoy it, I feel like I will never feel right again.