Fear intensity

Hi everyone

Sending love to all.

 

I am 2 years post treatment and doing  really well physically ( Her2 + BC) 

But mentally I'm collapsing.  As of late I'm constantly thinking the worst.  I had a full ct scan last year and all is good , my stats is 95% curative rate. 

I was doing great until my onco told me I will be having another full ct next August and now I feel I will be worried all year. Although I'm very busy, 3 small kids , PT job ,active life, but yet it's on the back of my mind all the time. It's exhausting and I miss the person I was previously.  I've booked to talk to my GP next week.

I wanted to ask you guys for some advice and perhaps some reassurance and some positive stories. 

If my story upsets anyone, I apologise profusely. 

 

Thanking you all profusely x