So I'm going for my 1st CT scans on Friday,
The 1st scans since I was diagnosed and to say I'm a nervous wreck would be an understatement,
I wasn't expecting them untill after my 6th chemo but nurse said it's normal to have after my 4th,
I'm so afraid,what if the chemo didn't even touch the cancer?
Is it normal to feel this afraid before the big CT scans, I have to see the Top oncologist next Tuesday for results,
I'm dreading it all, please someone help me here with some advice on how to cope these coming days,please,x