Hi, 

I don't really no what to say. This is the second time I've been through surgery to have melanomas removed and busy under going radiotherapy. 

I've tried talking to friends and some family but I don't think they understand how I'm feeling as I can't express on how I feel. 

Decided to totally binge the other night and got really drunk but I no that it's not the answer to how I'm feeling, I just wanted to forget about everything. 

Was wondering if there were anyone out there who have any coping strategies with feeling massively alone and depressed but struggle to make there feeling heard, or find it hard to open up at all? 

Thanks