Well for the first time today since I was diagnosed with lung cancer I was quite disgusted at how my phased back to work Interview progressed , I realised that our company’s 6 month sick pay policy was just lip service ,, ie now that the six month deadline is approaching my companys HR don’t even know what date I left to have my operation and quite frankly don’t care. I have been made to feel like I have been absent from work with a cold or some other faked illness and that I will be treated that way as my paid sickness is due to expire ( so much for thm telling me when I went in for my operation not to worry, I have done my upmost to be positive - even going back to work at the start of last November, although it was a struggle I thought I was doing the right thing for the company to keep things as straight forward and as normal as I could regarding the situation of my health ,I returned home today with bruises on my arm from carrying things around even though I’m supposed to be on light duties and I am so disappointed at how my meeting went today , I feel like I am being deliberately forced to do things I’m not capable of doing like I used to and that they have just washed thier hands and left me to the Hr until I am forced out of the company, so much for feeling like I was doing so well.

really devastated 

Ed

sorry needed to vent my frustration!