DTE, I know exactly where you are coming from- by fluke (ultrasound for something else at start of June) got picked up that I'd got testicular cancer, had testicle removed 2 weeks later and CT scan giving me the all clear a couple of weeks after. So effectively had gone from fine to "OMG I'm going to die" (ah come on most of us react like that right?), to back to normal in a month. I've found it difficult to be open with people about it because it doesn't feel like I've had "real" cancer, if that makes sense? Don't get me wrong hugely grateful that I've got incredibly lucky and not had the struggles and challenges that unfortunately far too many suffer from but it has left me feeling a bit weird and like a fraud about the whole thing. I think in someways the fact that it was picked up by random chance has kind of exacerbated the feeling of surrealism and I suppose it's almost like the survivors guilt phenomenon with a feeling that it's not "real" as relatively speaking haven't suffered. I can only describe it as strange, and in someways quite difficult go process as it's almost a did that really just happen? 

Hi different circumstances but the same end result and I wish you well as you are not alone .... Scared but no one to discuss it with ! I've got the big C does no one care !

I think not as long as it's not them ! 
I'm wish you luck in your coping mechanism.

Mike D

Hi different circumstances but the same end result and I wish you well as you are not alone .... Scared but no one to discuss it with ! I've got the big C does no one care !

I think not as long as it's not them ! 
I'm wish you luck in your coping mechanism.

Mike D