Hello rcipussycat,

yes completely recognise what you say about the anxiety regarding the first mammogram after a cancer diagnosis. 
Its a pressure, but one you know you just have to face. 
 

I was diagnosed in October 2019 and was offered a mammogram in September 2020. I was a bit surprised as I thought it might not happen for months owing to Covid. However in the area I live in they do appear to prioritise those who have had cancer. I was very grateful for that of course. Don't know if it will be the same situation this coming year though.  I guess it's in the lap of the Gods really? 
 

I am very sorry to hear what's happened to you because it's a very scary time and to hear it's been held up isn't at all what you need. I DO hope you will get an appointment as soon as possible. 
 

I wonder if contacting your BC nurses might help?? They would I am sure at least carry out a thorough examination which might help you in the meantime? Nothing is like a mammogram though of course. 
 

Wishing you well. 
Kebbs.