I have prostate cancer. It has now got into my lymph system and bones so I am receiving palliative treatment as they can't beat it.

after my third course of chemo my whole system crashed, my platelets count went right down, I had sepsis and was rushed into hospital. I had a gut bug escape into my blood stream and a brain TiA. The bug was 73% fatal in young fit males so I was lucky to fight back and survive it.

I now also have what appears to be an ulcer in my rectum which has caused anaemia.

My consultant won't put me back on chemo as it might kill me.

what can I do next please?

johno x