One more battle with Chemo to go

I had my 5th TCHP chemo session 5 days ago. Feeling fluey, and the shakes have kicked in. I'm dreading the nasty taste of food side effect starting, but I have been given Nystan to put on tongue just in case it was due to thrush on tongue. I hope it works. I find being extremely hungry and not being able to put food in mouth as taste is that bad it makes me heave quite distressing. Even worse than diarrhea, as I can manage that and sickness with meds. The nasty taste lasts for about a week. It doesn't matter what type of food I try, it still tastes disgusting. I'm happy that I've only got one more session to go through, dependent on breast scan I'm due to have before I have session. I'm hoping they'll say that I might not need the last one one. I can only hope :) I will have surgery soon after to remove anything left of tumour, then radiation and long term medication. I'm guessing it'll be August before I'll be able to see and hug my two year old grandson again. I've not had him since February. I looked after him two days a week up until then. Thank god for FaceTime video calls.  They've kept me and my husband going. Miss cuddling him so much. The light at end of tunnel is getting bigger and brighter. 

  • I'm sorry the side effects are starting to kick in now Kajay and it's impacting on your taste buds. I hope this information on our website is able to help with this but our cancer nurses are always available on 0808 800 4040, Monday - Friday between 9a.m - 5p.m if you'd like to have a quick chat with them about this as well.

    Fingers crossed they confirm your next chemo will be your last and that the rest of your treatment goes well.

    Kind regards,

    Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator

  • Thanks for info. Had a really bad night last night. Excruciating bowel cramps with diarrhea, the pain was so bad it made me pour with sweat and vomit at same time. Imodium eventually kicked in but not in time. I'm still retching trying to eat or drink water. I can drink flavoured Complan through a straw but it's only a light supplement and not really a substantial meal replacement. I'm going to ask my Oncologist if I can not have the last session.  I really can't take the mental anguish and physical side effects anymore. I'm weak as can't eat and depressed about the whole world situation. I just want to feel normal again as soon as possible. 

  • I feel your angish.....but do not give up!! I had number 5 last week, and i am feeling pretty shocking too. You have 1 more to go.....you have nearly done it. I get the taste thing, but i have have had granola, starwberries yoghurt, honey and water blended to make smoothies and they taste great - whilst giving you so much of what you need.

    Try scrambled egg with tomato. I know none of it is pleasent - but you have done the worst of it now - dont give up! Try some rice desserts too they are really pleasent.

    Always here!!! Be strong