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lilianahomes
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good morning Friends, The good is that last night I went out with my friends trying to have a little fun dance a little. I have three wonderful daughters this report me try to cheer me up but they have their own lives there busy to come and visit me for a little while but then of corse life goes on 

The bad is this morning I’m back to the  laying on the couch thinking about my exam tomorrow to see if my cancer has spread, not getting results until Friday so it’s going to be a horrible week.I don’t know how I’m gonna handle this. 

Thank you everyone for being there . This site is full of great and caring people. Hugs

 

Liliana

  • Offline in reply to TwinTwo

    Thank you for taking the time to respond  what a wonderful site this is full of amazing people like you. That is some good advice and I will try to follow it. I have my first oncologist appointment today but we don’t have results from the cat scan as it was done this morning so we won’t know what stage it is  .if it has not spread and the limphnods or skin are not involved could be stage 1 . But will not know until Friday. The wait it terrible. You seem like such a strong person, wow! Are you doing chemo or HT? 

    If it has not spread it will be Radiation and HT for me . We’ll see . Are you following any special diet? Supplements? I started Spirulina and eating organic . I will let you all know what the oncologist says this afternoon. I’m sending you a big hug  

    thank you 

    Liliana 

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    Good evening friends, Goor News !  I got the results of my CT scan and it came back ok. So what a relief. Now Surgeon said surgery in 1 1/2 -2 weeks . Most likely lumpectomy. Hopefully my lump is small enough and he will take a couple of lymph nodes to test them . He explain that sometimes another surgery is needed if the margins arround the module are not clear or there is. It enough clear margin. But on all this bad news this is Goid news” I think reconstruction will be afterwords as my nurse told me that the breastchanges with RT and anyway another surgery is needed to correct it. So a little sense of relief . I will try to enjoy my Sunday , work on my patio and my plants to take my mind off this little beast. Have a great Sunday friends!! 

     

    Hugs 

     

    Liliana

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    Hey Liliana....any good news in this journey is to be celebrated hun. I'm so pleased for you and can hear the relief in your words. Now you are moving forward with surgery (which will come around quicker than you think). Every day you get one step closer to being cancer free hun. You're doing amazing x

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