Hi I am 25 with grade 3 breast cancer & BRCA1 gene, I have just finished 5 months of intense chemo & got bilateral mastectomy & immediate reconstruction booked in for 24th May.
I have dealt so well up to now with my diagnosis, took each day as it come, got up and got on with it, but I just feel like I’m breaking down, constantly crying, asking myself why me? Hate the thought of operation and not having my own boobs :( it’s all a blur and hurts emotionally so bad.