I am 33 with breast cancer and the past couple weeks I haven’t stopped thinking about survival after. Everyone keeps telling me to take it Day by day and I do, but I can’t hekp but think. I think about having children then I worry that won’t happen and then I worry if it did would it bring the cancer back and then ultimately I wind up thinking ...well what happens if I make 5 years ...what happens after that.

i haven’t joined forums because I was worried that I may get too lost in them all but I’m getting lost on my own. 

I seem to want answers to all the questions but the questions will always be an unknown so I guess it’s working out how best to deal with them

ive got 12 more chemo ahead of me I need to be strong for them. I focus on people like kylie minogue because she was young when she had it but I find that there aren’t many stories of young women and breast cancer . I may be wrong , this is just what I have felt 

Sarah x